writing assignment

Name   : Dita Adelia

SRN     : 12340017

Theme  : The Hardest thing I have to do 

GOD Took My HERO

           

Last year in July, I and my family went to my uncle house we attend the recitation alquran for  our cousin who already passed away. We arrived there around 17.00 o’clock.

We went to living room and prayed together with the other family, after we finished pray suddenly my father fall down and we were shock. I did not what should I do. The thing that I can do was hug my father and my mother decide to brought my father to hospital. In hospital the doctor check my father’s condition and he said if he got stoke. I was very shock and felt sad I cannot imagine if my father got stroke.

My father cared for several days in hospital. I waited my father with my mother and my brother, we always beside him because we afraid if something happened with him. We always prayed for him, and step by step  day by day his condition became better and better we felt very happy because my father can moved his hand slowly, he can moved his feet slowly. Oh my GOD I was happy at that time.

Everyday many people even my family or my father’s friend came to saw his condition and gave us support, in the third day my family from pringsewu came to the hospital they felt very sad because of my father condition, they cried together and they cannot hide their felling, when my father saw all of them cry, of course he wept, few minute later his condition became weakened, his body temperature was not normal, his breath begun to fail, breathing apparatus also begun to did not work.

We called the doctor and he said if my father have to moved in ICU room because his condition became weakened, so we walked behind the doctor to the ICU room, around 1 hour finally the doctor called my mother and asked my mother to saw my father condition. I cannot saw my father because in ICU room just one people to waited one patient, so I waited in front of the ICU room with my brother. When my mother went out of the ICU room, she said if my father condition became more good.

In the night we still waited my father, we waited him in the waiting room beside ICU room we slept there my mother asked me to went home and slept at home but I did not want, so we slept together in waiting room, actually we cannot slept we just silent and did not talked each other. At 02.00 o’clock the nurse called us and told us to get into the room and she told us if his condition was bad, his heart cannot pumped the blood again, and the doctor said if the possibility for back to the good condition again is very small. I cannot did anything else except prayed to GOD, to gave my father the strength, on this night we cannot slept, i called my sister who still studied in Jogja to came back tomorrow because of my father.

In the morning after pray subuh I entered to ICU room I saw my father there I tried to talk with him, but there is no answered, but I saw my father cried, I cannot controlled myself I cried too , and I said  “Dad how are you today? I LOVE YOU”. The time to accompany my father has run out, I approached my mother and said “ Daddy is okay” my mother cried slowly.

In the afternoon my sister came she looks very sad. She saw our father in ICU room for a while, after that we prayed together for our father, we ask to GOD to make my father happy, no need to felt the pain. After we prayed together we went to the waiting, not long after that the nurse called us to entered the room, I was confused why all of us allowed to enter the room, because the rule is one by one, obviously my father get coma, we felt sad but we have to strong. We lead our father to said 2 syahhadat sentences, and after that at 07.00 o’clock my father passed away.

I felt very sad and did not expect this condition before, but of course I have to strong like my father when he fight His ill before, but I believed  that now my father in the heaven, he did not feel the pain again, and he will angry with me if I always cried for him, but the hardest thing to do is letting go my father even I did not want but I have to.

Note :

Blue: orientation

Red : complication

Purpel: resolution

 

( He is my father, with my mother {{}} )

( I took this picture when my father in ICU room :"( )